也许我本身就是个容易把各种事情看开的人？
不过是短短两个小时内发生的事情，至今依然觉得如梦境一样。
感谢上帝让我终于领悟了那么多，看见了那么多东西。
以至于我现在还能笑着，并且能够鼓励别人。
我不知道我是用什么样的心情在Facebook上写下那一大串一大串的感想。
可是我只知道，那些都是我想要做的事情。
Petra Gospel Centre，那是我的教会。
我来到这里7年了，我在这里接受主；我在这里洗礼，我在这里成长。
这里有我的弟兄姐妹，有我喜欢的每一个人，有我想永远陪伴着的人。
我从来没有过离开的想法。
即使大人们的纠纷让我失望、让我伤心。
但我始终明白，我不曾想要离开。
事后听了很多人的感受，很多人的说法。
我关心的不是事情的来龙去脉，也不是这样的事情会造成什么样的结果...
毕竟有些事情只是想想而不做的话，也不过是空谈。
我唯一关心的，是如何继续建造上帝的国度。
我不要被这样的事情打击，我不会因为这样的事情放弃我的信念。
撒旦或许攻克了很多人...但在耶稣里，在祂给我的信心里、在祂对我的信念里，
我不会轻易倒下。
有些话我会永远记得：
如果周围的人不再表现爱，那么就由我自己来行动，让他们都再看看什么是“真爱”。
我还没能离开。我知道我的视线应该在哪里。我知道我的脚步应该往哪儿走。即使我失望过、受伤过；即使世界辜负过我、即使曾经被人误解...可是我知道上帝会引导我、牵引我。祂会抓紧我的双手，祂会扫走前路的荆棘；直到我能够荣耀祂的那天，直到祂带我走的那天。"I don't need to know what's other reasons I am living now.. I just need to know the things
I do, I focus only on Christ. Even I've been stumbled, even sometime I felt disappointed;
even the world hurts me.. But I know my God will carry me, He is holding me...
until the day I could glorify Him, until the day He brings me away!"
The first year I becoming a Deputy Commander of a youth group. Maybe the year start miserable, but half year gone now... I start to realize I understand many things, and I just could not accept it. So I know now, I finally know the things God wants me to understand, deep in my heart. Group Trophimus, sometime I might feel tired and weary, but from now on, let's continue to live our best.. to continue learning from each other, from God. To grow together as a group, to care each other as brothers and sisters in Christ! To join our hands together, building up this Church, and even the Kingdom of God! I hope everyone should start realize the purpose of why we are serving.. One day the Earth will be fade away, all will become meaningless, but look for the MEANING of living in our CREATOR, that is our GOD, that is JESUS, that is the HOLY SPIRIT. Let's cling back to God, let Him leads and guides us in every moment!
